Get well soon!

When you know the truth but fabricate lies. When you know it hurts but you say it nice.
When you overlook the facts and promote myth,
and you say it loudly for your own niche.
When you see someone lying in pool of blood
but you find it an opportunity to shoot and let it flood.
When she seems nothing to you beyond sum of her body parts
When you pretend close to God but Ill treat his creations.
when you meet someone out of work
and forget for ever
When someone needs your help and you say 'never'.
Whenen you proudly boast of growth and progress
Without realizing who paid and what it cost
Then I must say you need to see
someone who can heal you thee.
@saba rizvi.

Love is not arithmetic

‌I didnt look back and I dnt know why I did so.May be I wanted to overlook the emotions that overflowed within me and him.It was all over between us and that was the last time I visited that place which was my very own.
I glanced over everything and nothing looked awkward except him. I didn't want to see him and he too reluctantly avoided me. He said to me in a low tone"take every thing which you think is yours" And his voice choked. I turned back and sensed that satire in his words. It was for the first time in three hours of hustle bustle that we looked at each other.
 That silence was so penetrating and painful.. He looked so gentle and he was always so. I knew him. I didn't want to take my look off from his innocent face but I was disturbed by screaming voice of my aunt who was asking me to hurry up. I hesitantly moved to my room and tried to pick my things.
Furniture are those constant in our life's which have lot of good memories embedded in them. Each things of that house was brought by mutual consent. The sofa, the table the cup Or the lamp, everything had ans story to narrate which I avoided to listen at that moment lest they overpower me. I packed everything and was about to leave the room when I heard sobbing sound of someone and I kwhen I saw sobbing sound of someone and i rushed to his room as I knew who was he. I was right in front of his bed and he was lying face covered with pillow. I was about to say something when my aunt came in and dragged me. I looked at hetu she looked so cruel at that moment. I just didn't know what made me hate her at that moment. She was always a support to me. She wanted me to live a happy and prosperous life so was I not happy with my
Him??
I calculated all the moment spent with him I thought I was not happy then what was that which was breaking me from inside?I never went out with him for dinner but he always used to bring pakora when it rained,i agree he never got me any coatly gifts but he never forgot my birthday cake. He used to be awake for whole night when I wasn't well.he loved me cared for me but still I was not happy with him as I wanted more and more of everything be it emotional or material and that gradually led me to take this decision but was I not repenting??
Yes I was. I came down with these thoughts and sat in my car and I saw him running down the stairs and came to me braeathont hard. And said"yar plz akbar Aura Sochi lo".i just melted away seeing tears in his eyes.it was not for the first time that he said this but  it meant very much to me at that moment.i took fraction of sec to come out my car  and for the decision that I can't be happy without him.i didn't look back as I was scared to see my aunts reaction. Surprisingly she patted on my back and smiled andovedaway leaving me with my happiness.
Love is not arithmetic site we should not ecalculate  it.
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